its been done, i told him about sunday when i hung out with Sean.
i wish i coud save it. but he will never be able to trust me again and i will never be able to trust myself again.
i never made a man cry before. i was really wrong about this one, this guy was crazy about me. i hurt him and there is nothing i can do about it and sorry won't work either.
what hurt him even worse was that last night was the best night we have ever had. and the last. good bye for a while, journal.....